Well, well................You know honestly I don't quite know how to begin....I say that because when I feel I've left this blog in somewhat of a less than cheery state I don't like returning with the same feeling, but sometimes that's just the way it is I guess. This post at [In-courage] along with your continuous comments to just be....to bring me, and my broken pieces out in the open have helped me be ok coming here and sharing on my less than perfect days. The truth is that my heart still hurts, pretty dang bad. The good news is that I am learning so much right now, and I'm seeing evidence of God's un-biased, sweet and tender love...even when I feel like I don't deserve it. It's amazing. I'm seeing his hand work through my life right now in a big and rescuing type of way. He's blessing me...he's rescuing me.
So today I didn't want to go deep into anything....I wanted to just come here and just share some simple stuff...some easy stuff...so today I'm linking up with Nugget On A Budget and sharing some of those things I'm saying are OK! {even if they're kinda not!}
Soooo,
It's ok that Milky Ways have been my breakfast of choice a few times lately.
It's ok that my Martha Stewart "skills" have gone down the garbage disposal since my separation and now many of my meals look like a glorified version of a TV dinner.
It's ok thatI've cried behind my sunglasses too many times to count this month.
It's ok if I've said more curse words in the last year then I have in my whole life combined.
It's ok if I haven't cleaned my bathroom in....um...maybe a month :(
It's ok that I found myself with tears streaming down my face at my local library as I browsed the shelves and saw that I'm now in the section of books on coping with divorce and not how to make your marriage work.
It's ok that I've started to wear my "winter" boots and scarves when it's still nearly 80 degrees out.
It's ok that now that I'm without my husband, I get to observe and appreciate a sexy man when I see one.
It's ok if I haven't washed my new car since I got it...3 weeks ago and it looks like a dirty, dusty mess.
It's ok to take the generous help and hands of friends and family during this time in my life.
It's ok that my Martha Stewart "skills" have gone down the garbage disposal since my separation and now many of my meals look like a glorified version of a TV dinner.
It's ok thatI've cried behind my sunglasses too many times to count this month.
It's ok if I've said more curse words in the last year then I have in my whole life combined.
It's ok if I haven't cleaned my bathroom in....um...maybe a month :(
It's ok that I found myself with tears streaming down my face at my local library as I browsed the shelves and saw that I'm now in the section of books on coping with divorce and not how to make your marriage work.
It's ok that I've started to wear my "winter" boots and scarves when it's still nearly 80 degrees out.
It's ok that now that I'm without my husband, I get to observe and appreciate a sexy man when I see one.
It's ok if I haven't washed my new car since I got it...3 weeks ago and it looks like a dirty, dusty mess.
It's ok to take the generous help and hands of friends and family during this time in my life.
Have a fabulous weekend friends...See ya next week.