When it's simply..... good #2

Soon after arriving at that place crap kinda hit the fan and led to posts such as this and this, where it was pretty evident that I was no longer exactly great.....I went through a pretty rough patch in a few different areas of my life. Mid September and all of October basically sucked and hurt. I say that bluntly because, well it's the truth and it clearly lets you know where I was...I also say that, to then say this: when it was laid on my heart the depths of how much I needed God, and I let him in, in a new and different way life quickly returned to a place where it feels simply.....good! Like really good! 

This time around what I feel is a new extension and depth of what I felt the first time it was simply...good
I feel more solid. More feels clear. I feel like a newer and better version of myself. I feel like a big stride has been made to walk into the next phase of life without the old following me in. I feel happy, more so than that, I feel joyful {and I know where that come from} It comes from choosing that God's got this life of mine covered, and if I'd just walk with the guy he'll hook me up, like way more than I could hope for....so I am. I'm doing my best to keep my feet off the ground and my arms from flailing trying to do it all, say it all, be it all and have it all...and instead just let him move me.

My days are beginning with smiles and excitement.
My relationship with God is maturing.
My friendships are growing and thriving.
My life picture is expanding.
My confidence in my future is growing.
I feel strong.
I feel joyful.
I feel happy.