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F those things!

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**Did that title throw some of you off? Would a woman that would classify herself as a nice Christian girl realllyyyy title a blog post that?  Did she reallyyyyyy mean what I think she meant when she used the letter F? 
Um, yes, and yes!

Although I know Jesus ultimately wants us to use nicey language, I also feel that there are certain instances where no word in the English language can quite convey the true feeling you're looking for like the F word can. .Therefore, YES I DID in fact technically use the F word**
#sorrynotsorry

MOVING ON................!
 You guys remember those sad pants I told you I was wearing last week?
Yeah....well...while wearing those tight, uncomfortable suckers around for a few days I had a revelation of sorts.
I finally thought to myself,........ "F these things!"
like, really!! F.THESE.THINGS!
Whooooo says I'm stuck wearing these ugly suckers around for days at a time?
Nobody, that's who!

When I realized that, I ripped those things off in a quickness! When they were laying there on the ground and I took a look at them, this is what I realized:  while I do agree as I said in this post, that it is important to process through my emotions, it's also important that I take a realllll look at reality. To examine my wholeeeee situation, and not focus my heart on only parts of it. 

Here's what opening my eyes a bit more showed me....

Yes, getting a divorce sucks majorly, but {being married to my husband kinda sucked too} 

Yes, sometimes I really miss him {but the list of things that I don't miss is much longer

This list I have goes on...believe me I wrote a long one...but I think you see the point, and more importantly so do I
{ummm, thank you Jesus!}

Yes, this situation is sad, but in the really big and grand scheme of things...this divorce thing is a really good thing for me..
It's already proven to be so.
So while I know and expect it to hurt and sting some more, and know there is a time to mourn...
I also know that there is a time to pick your butt off the floor, and, MOVE FORWARD!!


After that purging session wearing those sad pants last week, once again something has changed within me. A part of that chapter has healed and closed. My eyes and heart are forward focused, and I feel stoked! EEEKKK!!!
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